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Monday, March 26, 2012

Falling Apart

God! How do I keep myself together?  I'm really struggling now...I haven't had my anti-depressant in a week and will be at least until Friday until I can pick up my refill, if I can even afford it along with all my various other meds.

Payroll messed up may check by overpaying me and with the auto deductions I have on my account things got paid that I was behind on and to re-pay the payroll overpayment, I've been taking a 1/3 less payroll until it's repaid, roughly 3 pay periods so that equal's 6 weeks.  Now with the 5% pay cut I've been given it's even more difficult.  What will I lose first? My house, my car? When am I going to be fired?

I just don't know what to do any more!  

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Closing in~

I still want & think pink! And pretty with greens, lavenders, deep purples, blues, yellows and orange....

Things are closing in on me...I'm starting to not care about other very important matters.  Right now I don't know how long I can hold on.  The end of the ride is getting closer.  I have everything I need in my house right now and since I live alone...chances are I might not be discovered for 7-8 days if planned right, allowing plenty of time for everything to work.  I really am crazy!