5 days and Keeping busy

Today I had plans but only did 1 thing on my "to do" list. 

After I had a shower, I went and got some lunch and then went over to Target and bought an umbrella. Afterwards, I went came back to the house and picked up Melissa and we went to the mall. We both got things we needed...clothes...lol. We left the mall and then went to the super-market for some groceries.

Mike and Melissa made a lovely dinner and after Mikey went to bed, we went outside and had a fire in the fire pit. It was chilly but toasty sitting so close to the fire. Nice. We just came in and I'm just about to  end the day.

More errands for tomorrow :) 

A nice day. . .

Today I was still feeling blue and on the verge of tears...Still disappointed and hating myself.

Melissa asked if I wanted to go to Target with her to get Mikey's medicine. I told her no, but that she could take my car. Off they went, and when they got home, Melissa asked me if I wanted to go to, East Canyon or  Park City later. Honestly, my plans for the day were to stay down in the Batcave and feel sorry for myself and cry all day. I thought maybe I'd feel better if I went out. Even though I didn't want to go, I decided to go anyway. It would be good to get out of the house and "get away from myself." So off we went.....

We went to East Canyon first and then on to Park City for lunch. I had a lovely day and was able shove my problems to the back of my head for awhile. The fall colors of the mountains were beautiful!

Thanks, Melissa for getting my mind of things for a little while. XoXo

Each day is progress...

Day 3 =))

A New Day

Today is a new day and time to start over.

I sufficiently hate myself enough now to make a change. I pray that I can go forward from now on, instead of backwards.

Tomorrow I just may take a drive for some fresh air and hopefully get away from my self-loathing. We'll see.

Last post ever about, Ron Kennedy!

I finally unfriended you after realizing what a Coward and Jerk you are! BTW..the word is Banned, not banded. No way you were ever valedictorian and i didn't' believe you when told me that. The sad thing is, you've lied so much you actually believe your lies are true. Lastly, you aren't 6"..more like 4"

July23, 2012 Post

On 07/23/12, I blogged about ages 14-19. I had full intentions of coming back a few days later and blogging from 19-25, but 14-19 really took a lot out of me, bringing up painful memories that even a month later, I'm still reliving and analyzing. I'm not ready to give more at this time. I know at some point I'll have to, but just not at this time.

Get Away Now!

Appropriate title for this post, as that's what my grandson just said to me.

Jesus, I've been needing a drink for the past few days! It's a good thing the liquor stores are closed here on Sunday or else I'd be headed there now.