Sold!

Well.. My house sold in just under a week. I got the full asking price in cash. This means I'll be able to purchase a condo outright when I get to Utah.

I gave my notice at work yesterday and most definitely enjoyed the dropping jaws and looks of surprise & yes, tears. I turned them down when they tried to get me to stay...I'm getting the hell outta MST!

Something new ???

Crying... Sometime I haven't done in a long time.

The Contract

Just a brief note tonight....

Last night I signed the contract to put my house up for sale. Halfway through the signing & initialing of the contract.. I realized what I was doing and I didn't have any 2nd thoughts at all... I'm glad. I didn't realize how trapped I felt here.

Let me make something clear~

I love my daughter and have wanted her since I was a child.  I never wanted a husband, I wanted a daughter.  But being raised by a Catholic mother and also a product of the 40's & 50's, she told me that I would not be able to have children until I was married.  So not only was a desperate for the daughter that was waiting for me in the spirit world, I was also worried no one would every marry me.  Well, someone did marry me.  I got my daughter out of it and the marriage was over. 

My daughter and I are like all people, we go through our ups and downs in our relationship.  But that doesn't change the fact that she's my baby and I love her.  I expect living with her for a few months we will continue to have the ups and downs, but by no means do we have a negative relationship.  We are both our own women.  We are loving, caring, kind, strong willed and stubborn women.  But when all is said and done, we love each other. 

Monday 04/09/2012

OMG..It was so much easier getting up this morning with the knowledge that I will be quitting that job that I've been at for 23 1/2 years!  Ever since I decided to sell the house, quit the job and move to be with/near my daughter, grandson & son-in-law.  Although I've never lived in the state she moved to, my heart feels like it's going home.  All the gloom I've been feeling these past few years is fading..I see the sun again!

XoXo

Thoughts?

I never really have much to say ... I just watch.  I try so hard to be invisable.

My Fave Quote

"Accept me as I am. Only then can we discover each other."