My blog is a compilation of my thoughts, sometimes happy, sometimes sad and sometimes very morose. I suffer from Chronic Recurrent Depression and Alcoholism. Sometimes my thoughts will head in very dark directions. I'm not a writer so sometimes the things are all in a jumble, depending on how I'm feeling at the time I'm writing. Accept me as I am. . . We live, as we dream...alone
Thursday, January 5, 2012
11 Months
Wow! Today makes 11 months that I have cut off all comunication with the woman I used to call "Mom". I have no name for her now other than "her" or "that woman". I really wish I were a writer and could express the enormous weight lifted from my shoulders, heart and mind that I no longer have to deal with her. This past Sunday my dad and aunt were visiting me and telling me about her various maladys related to her severe rheumatoid arthritis and you know, I didn't even care. Not 1 ounce of concern.