I never thought I'd say this, but...I like a girl! I fantasize about being with her, hugging her, kissing her, tasting her core...It's frightening, but in a curious way. It doesn't bother me thinking of being with her ... it goes against all I've been taught. There's nobody to discuss this with except her. XoXo If I went to the Bishop with this issue, he would say that its okay, as long as I honored the vow of abstinance. I don't want to honor it !
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Saturday, June 9, 2012
My Kitty Cats
2nd picture: Savannah
3rd picture: Savannah & Isabelle
Monday, June 4, 2012
The Lost Princess
Go ahead and laugh...
I am a lost princess right now. I've just moved here and I'm feeling overwhelmed! When I have moments of clarity, I think, "Snap out of it! You can do it!!" and then I'm right back to feeling lost.
I signed up for a job search web-site today but freaked out when they asked me for my address and phone number! Why do they need my address and phone number if they have my e-mail address?!?
My thoughts are going in a million directions at once. Sometimes I feel as though I may have suffered a small set-back I often think about calling my shrink. But now I'm not working and have my house money that I need to use to purchase my condo when I look/find one and I don't want to spend anymore. I feel as though I'm sinking again sometimes. Help!
I am a lost princess right now. I've just moved here and I'm feeling overwhelmed! When I have moments of clarity, I think, "Snap out of it! You can do it!!" and then I'm right back to feeling lost.
I signed up for a job search web-site today but freaked out when they asked me for my address and phone number! Why do they need my address and phone number if they have my e-mail address?!?
My thoughts are going in a million directions at once. Sometimes I feel as though I may have suffered a small set-back I often think about calling my shrink. But now I'm not working and have my house money that I need to use to purchase my condo when I look/find one and I don't want to spend anymore. I feel as though I'm sinking again sometimes. Help!
Friday, June 1, 2012
Utah
Well...I'm finally here in Utah. I left last Sunday morning, May 27, 2012. It started out stressful as the drive in California was a bit on the bumpy side. California roads suck! The need to be replaced but the damn state is so broke, they can barely even repair the roads!!! Once I crossed state-line, it was a smooth drive. Still stressful because I was also transporting 3 cats & a dog! I made it thru Nevada, thru Arizona and finally entered, Utah. It was a long slow drive. Since I was hauling a trailer, I wasn't supposed to go more than 55 mph. I tried going 60, but wasn't comfortable with that so stayed with the suggested 55. After a 13 hour drive, with very few stops I arrived at my destination! WoooHooo!
I'm finally here and quite frankly at a loss for what to do! I need to make a resume and start job searching. Am I to old? Will I find something soon?wish me luck! (please) XoXo
I'm finally here and quite frankly at a loss for what to do! I need to make a resume and start job searching. Am I to old? Will I find something soon?wish me luck! (please) XoXo
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